Do you ever have those days when you just feel like you'll never ever EVER get what you want out of life?
I suppose I am now a generally negative person simply because of what happened with Hailey's father and I. Those who need to know, know what happened already, so I won't go in to that.
Anyway... There are a lot of things I want to do. I think if I put it out to the world, it will happen. Simple as that, okay?
Inhale... Exhale... Just keep breathing.
1) Lose 60 pounds...
*How I'm going to do this:
-start exercising- I need tips for this, what works best? How much cardio vs how much weight, daily or weekly, etc.
-stop eating excess sweets- HOW DO I AVOID TEMPTATION?
-get off my lazy butt and just do stuff!- I spend way too much time sleeping and piss-farting around on the internet (oh the irony of posting this on a blog!)
-keep track of current weight and measurements, etc...
2) Make handmade gifts for Christmas... I'm looking to my lovely friends Allie, Ally, and Melissa and their awesome crafts to find something for the following people.
-3 little 4/5 year old girl cousins
---I'm open to suggustions :)
3) Start a forum like the Twilight20sMoms but base it on all the Arts/Crafts/Handmade junk we all do all the time. I miss having somewhere for us to all talk. I love the blogs we have but the commenting stuff is hard to keep an ongoing conversation on. I'm working on this, I swear.
4) Just because I can't go to nursing school right now I want to get studied up on the basics. I need to buckle down and do this.
Right now I just feel like I can't get ahead. I'm going to just start tomorrow with losing weight. Just gonna do it.
Ready... Set... Here I go.
Until next time.
ps- sorry i never finished the week in the life. i fail. :(